I believe in love at first sight.
I believe in walking a thousand miles just to see her.
I believe in deep, long, soft and wet kisses that last for three days.
I believe in love that lasts for one day but in memory it stays forever.

But I don't believe in Valentine's Day. It's a pity that people need a day to confess their love. Perhaps it makes people braver to show their love when everyone else are doing the same thing. Like how animals have their mating season.

Everyone has the freedom to love anyone. I've loved many people in my life, and all my life I'll remember them. The world is so beautiful, it is full of miracles that I can just fall in love so easily. So overwhelming that my heart feels like caving in. It takes just a moment to fall in love with someone, it takes just a little effort of appreciation to realise how special people around you are.

As time goes by, I now think of love as something new. Love is a choice. But I still believe in fate. To me relationship is just about two people making the decision to compromise with each other, to love each other. It's all about choices, nothing more. I can easily allow anyone into my life, however not into my solitude. It depends on fate then to be able to find a soulmate, someone who really understand me, someone who mirrors the way I think, like how John Lennon and Yoko Ono were, and this should be the only one allowed into my heart.

Perhaps she is already beside me before I notice; But I fear that in my life I'll never meet one. I do not know and would not judge. In fact my "fear" is my substance, probably the best part of me?

Labels: Sentimental Requiem